old memories

i feel in the past few months since i've shifted to this new place,have changed a lot. I'm not what i used to be.Tha craze that i always had for physical activities is just not there. I've some how become this moronic dull couch potato . Some times i just get depressed without even knowing why? With me this is happening to often.I just hate that feeling which literally eats you from inside. I guess its one of those not so good days.

The tragic loss of my friend Devrishi,that to at such a young age has just left me wondering that in life one cannot be sure of anything. You may be happy for one moment when suddenly the next moment everything would be snatched away. Had a restless night yesterday.

During the last two semesters had stayed at dev's room for exam prep.It was fun the way we would study, stock up food,drink fruit beer ,vodka ,coffee,eat maggie etc. Had such fond memories of the trip with dev and dhania to my native place. Also got reminded of the initial college years when me,dev,dinesh,abhishek,amit wld hangout at the smal rickety shop outside college premises and sip banta. I always used to take the initaitive to push the kannchhaa down and then we would sit in front of the dirty stagnant pond where our tommy saab(pig) used to habitually bathe. we would crack jokes on him and laugh like crazy.

Today felt very hurt for what my close friend told me :(